Tuesday, June 26, 2012

夕阳--------只是近黄昏

今天在办公室真是难受
因为没有东西做之余
还不能上网
什么道理
不能上网我可以谅解
可是我的吃饭时间是一个小时的嘛
我出去吃饭才用了40分钟
回到去就被人家讲了
"你怎么吃饭吃那么久哦"
怎么每次老板在的时候
他一定找东西念我呢?
我觉得这个职位
一定是老板要求聘请的
而她是十万个不愿意的
我的天啊
我的第一份office work就那么鸟了

我以后的人生要怎么办啊?

夕阳——令人伤感的阳光

在中学时期
我最害怕就是仰望夕阳
因为总是有很感伤孤单的感觉
在女中时
我常常会在看台看夕阳
看对岸的单轨火车来来往往
到了巴生读书
我就常常回避那感伤的夕阳
做工后我就很少接触夕阳了鲁
因为我的工作都是在一定的空间里面
而且放工是太阳已经回家了
现在这份工我会常常看到夕阳
满痛苦的
因为我的办公室是店屋来的
在店屋看到夕阳就会更想念他
因为我在他那也是常常从店屋看到夕阳
原来一个人看夕阳和两个人看夕阳的差别是那么大的

Monday, June 25, 2012

还是无趣的工作天------我与巴菲特有个约会

无聊的工作天
没人和自己交流
没有很多文件要自己做
到底是干吗?
开工等放工的工作好无聊哦
没有新鲜点的东西让我去做做吗?
我把我的半年荒废在那里了
天啊
上网游览
无意中看到巴菲特
结果越看越有趣
嘻嘻
看到入神时
突然有把声音
Elaine,你在干吗阿?
不要上网啊。。。
我的天啊。。。
不要我上网你就给我多点东西做嘛。。
我看到兴致勃勃
你突然中途杀出


Sunday, June 24, 2012

回味的周末

这个周末。。。
我们都沉溺在我们的回忆中
我们的共同回忆
我们去回味我们还没在一起的感觉
虽然我们还是那种看到对方还是有心动的感觉
可是偶尔回忆一下还蛮有趣的
我们谈起点点滴滴
我们还没一起的那种蠢蠢欲动的感觉

哈哈
还真是开心呀
毕竟不是每个男朋友会和自己的女友谈这些的
应该是说男生不会这样吧
所以说
我那么爱他是有原因的
因为我的狮子偶尔也会放下现实来照顾我的心灵

今天他又回去啦
不舍当然会有
可是我们之间的距离有减少一个星期了哦
开心

Sunday, June 17, 2012

he will...he will be back soon

All right this few day i under emotion
Felt lonely but not insecure
Mayb i just not adaptation new environment 
yup, i know is tat reason to make me like tat
Last time we also same like now
One week to see once
Why last time not emotion like nw?
Wish i can across it



Saturday our special date 
We are date back to back
I date with my costing, management account, and my accounting 
My hun date with his secondary school 
That funny "outstanding" friend
coz they want discuss something
or i ned to use MEETING more to fix it?
WE ARE ENJOYING OUR SPECIAL DATE
becoz we are back to back set up our thing
Alto we are not sit in same table 
But we are same direction to run it
BOTH OF US ARE TRY HARD TO SET UP SOME FOR OUR FUTURE
OUR FUTURE = LUCIAN YEE & ELAINE LAI
who says dating must wan go movie, treat some nice, shopping, something fun?
SPECIAL DATE ALSO NOT BAD FOR US
coz when i wan to saw him
i just hold my head up only ^^
when he wan saw wat i to do 
he just turn back his head
THAT ALSO ONE OF THE HAPPINESS
HAPPINESS DOES NOT MEAN WAN TO DO SOME SPECIAL TO EACH OTHER
HAPPINESS IS WHEN U DOING SOME ORDINARY WITH UR LOVE
U ALSO WILL FEEL THAT IS SPLENDID & WONDERFUL


Saturday nite we are hang out with our primary classmate 思颖
haha....
we are have some fun at Kuchai Lama
We are played 大话shi
My hun not so smart on tis....ngek ngek
but i think got a lot memory pop up in our mind
coz he first time flirted me was in the pud
   
                                          

wakakaka

Sunday i had to study
Today i absent his family day
i ned study =.=
Today also is the time he ned to go bek his duty T.T
Hate It
but wat can do?
haha
he suddenly says we are long time no take photo edi
so happy to hear that 
that is his 1st time to says 
ngek ngek

next sunday i have no class
if no any appointment 
we can go RELAX awhile
let our sour rest awhile 
coz the distance make us too tired but wont never give up 
that distance is just beginning and we are try to make it ending soon
MY PRO LEO ALWAYS PROTECT ME
 i really can feel it
 mayb tear also will acc he in the nite
mayb he also under emotion
mayb when he look up the start to thinking of me
Altho that just mayb
but doesnt meant that not happen
i know my PRO LEO will keep all in his mind
jus becoz he duwan make me worry

is time to back to bed
he is on his way to Kuantan
and my heart also follow he go Kuantan

GOOD NITE

Friday, June 8, 2012

昨天上课前bandar kolej的来我们这招生
3年课程RM40K
Degree oh >.<
我想读 >.<
还是好好考了LCCI再说吧






Tuesday, June 5, 2012

忽然大雨

忽然来的大雨
并没有唤醒我的睡意
反之
我的脑更加活跃
不停地想
两年后
What should i do
&
What i need to prepare for him n "his or him"
our house?
i should say home more fix it 
a simple house can make warm home
no ned too much 华丽
反而简单朴素才是重点

Will i doing our home spending account?

Sure, i will.....
Will i teaching our future monster becum master??
erhmmm.....Tis holy job pass to monster leader more better...
By our future monster i can confirm i wont let them cry to get what they want!!

If they really be, i have no choice to becum a devil!!

By the way
Account sure really have many way to use
but my brain just thinking how to help my hubby
aiskkkk
then
where myself o.0
aduih
.................................................................

anywhere
施与受
我比较享受施的
从小就如此


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after my course reached home....
my 1st feeling
SUCK
WTF
超级无敌乱的
没有人收拾
玩乐的东西也不会放好好
我绝对不允许我以后的小孩是这样的
也不怪的我的妈妈
她都不是做家庭主妇的料
因为以前的家务都是爸爸还有我在做
我的天啊。。。。
怎么这个屋子里的女人都不做家务的?




Sunday, June 3, 2012

发怒了

他发怒了
半年来,他第一次发怒
T.T
不睬人
瞪人
还真难受

不过
这半年来他真的辛苦了
天天都在工作
每次有希望到失望
我知道他受委屈了

可是我也不好受
因为他发脾气真的很难顶
T.T
狮子座
T.T
我害怕

every week when he come bek from kuantan

when he teaching or reading

when he playing with pipi or angel


when some interest thing in his look


when something pelik in his look



when he angry with me T.T